Decisions

ok

things have got to change

I ate SHITLOADS yesterday

even when I felt sick, I kept eating
I'm going to start writing down what I eat and how many calories

just so I can seei

f I go over 800, I will punish myself

if I lose weight... well I guess it will be working, wont it?

maybe I'll treat myself when I reach a goal

if I thing I deserve it.
so I have decided that I'm going to blog every day now

and let you all know how I'm doing

I'll write my intake

and any exercise I do

and we'll go from there :)

another development...

my period is late

and I know for certain that its not stopped because I'm TOO THIN

because I'm nowhere near that

if I haven't got it by Sunday

I'm gonna do a preg. test

if it's positive, I don't know what I'm gonna do

my partner and I can barely afford to live at the moment as it is

maybe I'll have to drop school (distance education)

and get a job

and go back to school at a later date

oh well

we shall see

everything happens for a reason

today's intake:

- Cereal = 200

- Lentil Pattie = 133

- Cup of mixed veggies = 23

- Pumpkin and Spinach Lasagne = 400 (est)
TOTAL = 756

too close to my limit today... tomorrow will be better

anyone got any suggestions for what my punishment for going over 800cal should be?

also, if anyone wants to see body pics

let me know

I wanna know what you all think of me

love, hugs and thin vibes

xxx